have always been deeply fascinated by it all, ever since I was a young
child. I have never been religious but always a believer in
something so much higher than us, a Mecca of whom we derived and will
return to at the end of this lifetime.
From an early age I had always felt slightly
different, perhaps more sensitive than
lots of other people. Having been a deep thinker and observer, I
experienced many people being drawn to me as a confidante. My deep
empathy for others, intuition and experiences of loss and turmoil has
helped me use my knowledge and understanding to comfort others.
I never understood as I struggled to cope with my own problems was why
was it, that I did so much for other people and yet for me, no matter
what I did, everything goes wrong. Anything I desire that I
finally do acquire is taken away from me, almost as quickly.
Encompassant to this, I did and have always tried to remain hopeful.
The saying that everything happens for a reason, I do believe to be
true, but we don’t always know the reasoning for the purpose of the
my teenage years progressed and also much until now,
growing up had been abashed with much pain, there
was not one aspect of my life that was bearable yet I still dusted
myself off and carried on but as they never faltered, neither did these
‘abilities’ of mine that I had tried to ignore. Soon I could
disregard them no longer.
The world felt
like it was crashing in on me. Nobody could really understand what
I was going through, they would think I was going mad. My
experiences were a mixture of out of body experiences, hearing spirit
voices, using me as a medium, premonitions, strange feelings, which all
terrified me at the time. I was a young, trendy young thing in
London, trying to live a normal life, although I never quite felt I ever
did. I felt encased in a catacomb of solitary confinement feeling like I
was the prisoner and the jailer.
One lunch –time I found myself in the corner of a
bookshop where there were the self-help
books, spiritual and psychology ones. I bought a whole load, I was
determined to see if I could try and learn more about myself. I
had always revered a huge passion for psychology and wondered why it was
so easy to solve other people’s problems but mine were always a mystery!
I bought some Angels cards along with learning about the subconscious
mind, books about psychic ability and angel guides I found them all
greatly comforting and learned that many people who have certain gifts
also are afflicted with much mayhem in life as though they need to
experience it first hand before they can help others. As I became
more in tune with myself, I did begin to feel a presence around me,
whether you call it an inner voice, or your spirit guide.
I began dousing
with a pendulum and learned that I could channel energy; this has also
become stronger after the last year or so. Still with all of this,
my life had still been in great conflict and I truly did not know what
to do, which direction to take now.
I came across the Silvermoon site when I was
looking for a medium clairvoyant, I
felt a huge surge to find some answers, I need guidance that only a
higher counsel could provide for me; there was nowhere else to turn. I
have had readings before which have been wonderful but there seemed to
be some things about myself that I just didn’t know and felt that by
never knowing them, this cycle in my life will be never ending.
Not long before
the discovery, I had become interested in past life regression and read
a few books on them and wondered if this was in any way restricting my
progression in this lifetime.
My douser was
spinning round as rapidly as a whirlwind when I came across Crystal.
I had already had a reading with the lovely Amber and she suggested that
Crystal would be able to shed more on my past life.
reading came at a time when I was in deep disparaging despair
but told me how it was indeed so, an aspect of my past life which was
not allowing me to let go and that I should try and commune and counsel
with it under deep meditation and hypnosis which I had just booked a
session. Crystal told me many other things that gave me a great
sense of hope, and all the facts about my life now true to the letter.
I felt a huge weight had been lifted and many of the answers I needed
were now all coming to the fore.
I have had many
regression treatments now and my life is now improving rapidly and I
have a renewed faith. Crystal kindly told me that I had a great
deal of many spiritual gifts, which I have been trying to learn more
about and nurture them. It is still a journey I am on, life is not
quite yet roses round the door, but through my readings with Crystal,
Amber and White Lily, they have all made me realise that our journeys
are all individually just as important as everyone else and that our
souls live on forever and are renewed with new lives when we return to
Strength can sometimes feel like clutching at
straws but having the chance to really
learn about yourself to help direct you along a sometimes very wobbly
pathway has helped me more than I could have imagined which is why I
wanted to write this and let other people know the amazing work that
they do here and I look forward to future help that I am sure I will be
seeking out again.
The depth and
understanding that they draw from you is truly amazing and I am deeply
grateful that they have these special gifts with which to aid me along
towards my full potential enlightenment.